A moment from my day...five minutes ago...
As an experimental psychologist I teach an undergraduate class in statistics. The last test of the semester is tomorrow and a student came by to ask a question about Analysis of Variance. We sat in my office. She asked her questions and I explained, in as many innovative ways as I could, the logic of the F-ratio. Finally, the light goes on and she gets it. Ready for the test.
As she leaves she just keeps saying over and over, with tears in her eyes, "Thank you so much. Thank you so much."
I respond, "No thanks required. It's what I do. I'm a teacher."
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Richard Beck
Welcome to the blog of Richard Beck, author and professor of psychology at Abilene Christian University (beckr@acu.edu).
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- A Boredom Revolution
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Experimental Theology
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- Empathic Open Theism
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- The Gospel According to Lady Gaga
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- God's Unconditional Love
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- In Prison With Ann Voskamp
- To Make the Love of God Credible
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- Advent: A Prison Story
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- The Prayer of Jabez
- The Prayer of Willy Brown
- Those Old Time Gospel Songs
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- Singing and Resistence
- Where the Gospel Matters
- Monday Night Bible Study (A Poem)
- Living in Babylon: Reading Revelation in Prison
- Reading the Beatitudes in Prision
- John 13: A Story from the Prision Study
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Series/Essays Based on my Research
The Theology of Calvin and Hobbes
The Theology of Peanuts
The Snake Handling Churches of Appalachia
Eccentric Christianity
- Part 1: A Peculiar People
- Part 2: The Eccentric God, Transcendence and the Prophetic Imagination
- Part 3: Welcoming God in the Stranger
- Part 4: Enchantment, the Porous Self and the Spirit
- Part 5: Doubt, Gratitude and an Eccentric Faith
- Part 6: The Eccentric Economy of Love
- Part 7: The Eccentric Kingdom
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- The True Troubler
- Stumbling At Just One Point
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- The Lord Saw That She Was Not Loved
- The Subversion of the Creator God
- Hell On Earth: The Church as the Baptism of Fire and the Holy Spirit
- The Things That Make for Peace
- The Lord of the Flies
- On Preterism, the Second Coming and Hell
- Commitment and Violence: A Reading of the Akedah
- Gain Versus Gift in Ecclesiastes
- Redemption and the Goel
- The Psalms as Liberation Theology
- Control Your Vessel
- Circumcised Ears
- Forgive Us Our Trespasses
- Doing Beautiful Things
- The Most Remarkable Sequence in the Bible
- Targeting the Dove Sellers
- Christus Victor in Galatians
- Devoted to Destruction: Reading Cherem Non-Violently
- The Triumph of the Cross
- The Threshing Floor of Araunah
- Hold Others Above Yourself
- Blessed are the Tricksters
- Adam's First Wife
- I Am a Worm
- Christus Victor in the Lord's Prayer
- Let Them Both Grow Together
- Repent
- Here I Am
- Becoming the Jubilee
- Sermon on the Mount: Study Guide
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- Going Outside the Camp
- Welcoming Children
- The Song of Lamech and the Song of the Lamb
- The Nephilim
- Shaming Jesus
- Pseudepigrapha and the Christian Witness
- The Exclusion and Inclusion of Eunuchs
- The Second Moses
- The New Manna
- Salvation in the First Sermons of the Church
- "A Bloody Husband"
- Song of the Vineyard
Bonhoeffer's Letters from Prision
Civil Rights History and Race Relations
- The Gospel According to Ta-Nehisi Coates (Six Part Series)
- Bus Ride to Justice: Toward Racial Reconciliation in the Churches of Christ
- Black Heroism and White Sympathy: A Reflection on the Charleston Shooting
- Selma 50th Anniversary
- More Than Three Minutes
- The Passion of White America
- Remembering James Chaney, Michael Schwerner and Andrew Goodman
- Will Campbell
- Sitting in the Pews of Ebeneser Baptist Church
- MLK Bedtime Prayer
- Freedom Rider
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- Freedom Summer
- Civil Rights Family Trip 1: Memphis
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- Civil Rights Family Trip 3: Birmingham
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- Civil Rights Family Trip 5: Montgomery
Hip Christianity
The Charism of the Charismatics
Would Jesus Break a Window?: The Hermeneutics of the Temple Action
Being Church
- Instead of a Coffee Shop How About a Laundromat?
- A Million Boring Little Things
- A Prayer for ISIS
- "The People At Our Church Die A Lot"
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- Washing Dishes at Freedom Fellowship
- Where David Plays the Tambourine
- On Interruptibility
- Mattering
- This Ritual of Hallowing
- Faith as Honoring
- The Beautiful
- The Sensory Boundary
- The Missional and Apostolic Nature of Holiness
- Open Commuion: Warning!
- The Impurity of Love
- A Community Called Forgiveness
- Love is the Allocation of Our Dying
- Freedom Fellowship
- Wednesday Night Church
- The Hands of Christ
- Barbara, Stanley and Andrea: Thoughts on Love, Training and Social Psychology
- Gerald's Gift
- Wiping the Blood Away
- This Morning Jesus Put On Dark Sunglasses
- The Only Way I Know How to Save the World
- Renunciation
- The Reason We Gather
- Anointing With Oil
- Incarnations of God's Mercy
Exploring Preterism
Scripture and Discernment
- Owning Your Protestantism: We Follow Our Conscience, Not the Bible
- Emotional Intelligence and Sola Scriptura
- Songbooks vs. the Psalms
- Biblical as Sociological Stress Test
- Cookie Cutting the Bible: A Case Study
- Pawn to King 4
- Allowing God to Rage
- Poetry of a Murderer
- On Christian Communion: Killing vs. Sexuality
- Heretics and Disagreement
- Atonement: A Primer
- "The Bible says..."
- The "Yes, but..." Church
- Human Experience and the Bible
- Discernment, Part 1
- Discernment, Part 2
- Rabbinic Hedges
- Fuzzy Logic
Interacting with Good Books
- Christian Political Witness
- The Road
- Powers and Submissions
- City of God
- Playing God
- Torture and Eucharist
- How Much is Enough?
- From Willow Creek to Sacred Heart
- The Catonsville Nine
- Daring Greatly
- On Job (GutiƩrrez)
- The Selfless Way of Christ
- World Upside Down
- Are Christians Hate-Filled Hypocrites?
- Christ and Horrors
- The King Jesus Gospel
- Insurrection
- The Bible Made Impossible
- The Deliverance of God
- To Change the World
- Sexuality and the Christian Body
- I Told Me So
- The Teaching of the Twelve
- Evolving in Monkey Town
- Saved from Sacrifice: A Series
- Darwin's Sacred Cause
- Outliers
- A Secular Age
- The God Who Risks
Moral Psychology
- The Dark Spell the Devil Casts: Refugees and Our Slavery to the Fear of Death
- Philia Over Phobia
- Elizabeth Smart and the Psychology of the Christian Purity Culture
- On Love and the Yuck Factor
- Ethnocentrism and Politics
- Flies, Attention and Morality
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- Violence and Traffic Lights
- Defending Individualism
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- The Varieties of Love and Hate
- The Wicked
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- The Moral Emotions
- The Moral Circle, Part 1
- The Moral Circle, Part 2
- Taboo Psychology
- The Morality of Mentality
- Moral Conviction
- Infrahumanization
- Holiness and Moral Grammars
The Purity Psychology of Progressive Christianity
The Theology of Everyday Life
- Self-Esteem Through Shaming
- Let Us Be the Heart Of the Church Rather Than the Amygdala
- Online Debates and Stages of Change
- The Devil on a Wiffle Ball Field
- Incarnational Theology and Mental Illness
- Social Media as Sacrament
- The Impossibility of Calvinistic Psychotherapy
- Hating Pixels
- Dress, Divinity and Dumbfounding
- The Kingdom of God Will Not Be Tweeted
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- On Snobbery
- Jokes
- Hypocrisy
- Everything I learned about life I learned coaching tee-ball
- Gossip, Part 1: The Food of the Brain
- Gossip, Part 2: Evolutionary Stable Strategies
- Gossip, Part 3: The Pay it Forward World
- Human Nature
- Welcome
- On Humility
Jesus, You're Making Me Tired: Scarcity and Spiritual Formation
A Progressive Vision of the Benedict Option
George MacDonald
Jesus & the Jolly Roger: The Kingdom of God is Like a Pirate
Alone, Suburban & Sorted
The Theology of Monsters
The Theology of Ugly
Orthodox Iconography
Musings On Faith, Belief, and Doubt
- The Meanings Only Faith Can Reveal
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- Kingdom A/theism
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- god
- Wired to Suffer
- A New Apologetics
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- High and Low: The Psalms and Suffering
- The Buddhist Phase
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- Theodicy and No Country for Old Men
- Doubt: A Diagnosis
- Faith and Modernity
- Faith after "The Cognitive Turn"
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Holiday Musings
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- Believing in Bigfoot
- The Kingdom of God as Improv and Flash Mob
- 2012 and the End of the World
- The Polar Express and the Uncanny Valley
- Why the Anti-Christ Is an Idiot
- On Harry Potter and Vampire Movies
Teaching does feel magical sometimes for the student. That lightbulb feeling is amazing for both the teacher and the student. What the student does not see is the hours required to learn all that stuff. It is not magic to the teacher, it is the product of hard work and passion.
Unfortunately, I am in an old skool do-it-by-hand class so I am re-learning the ol' F ratio. -Daniel Clark
Richard-
I wasn't there, but- judging from your description - I doubt she was simply thanking you for providing a clear explanation of how the F-ratio works. You could have been dismissive. You could have been haughty. You could have told her she had no chance if she hadn't figured it out yet. You could have given her the impression you didn't have time to do this.
But...I'll go out on a limb here and say, you didn't do any of those things. You treated someone who came to you in a very troubled, vulnerable place with love and respect. Something not all teachers do, even (gasp!) at ACU.
THAT is not necessarily your job... It is much more important than that. It is one of the things that makes you imagio dei.
God bless you, brother.
Daniel and Matt,
Thanks.
I realize that this post might be a bit self-indulgent. But here's why I posted it. I was struck how just doing my job--with joy and hospitality--seemed so extraordinary to her. And my guess is that when any of us do our jobs in a similar manner--with happy service-driven confidence--people on the receiving end feel that they have received a precious gift. This is a post for anyone who does their job with skill and kindness.
As your current and past student I can honestly say I think God has given you the gift of teaching. I say this for 2 reasons:
1. You have an uncanny ability to make complex matters simple.
2. You somehow always seem to know what students are really asking you, whether its about the F-ratio or the nature of God or the future. Knowing what question a student is really asking is often more important than knowing the answer.
You already know that I hold you in high regard, so I'll spare you the warm fuzzies but I think you're right about that last comment. As it says in Colossians 3 "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men." It's so easy to forget, thanks for the reminder.
When I was an undergraduate I had to go and find a thesis advisor. I was so frightened and worried about that. After an amazing pep talk from a very upbeat friend I charged out of my dorm room and persuaded two different professors to take me on as an advisee. But I'll never forget one of them. AFter I thanked him profusely he simply smiled, sweetly, and said "its my job!" That was thirty years ago. People never forget an injury, but they also never forget a moment of kindness.
aimai
Dr. Beck - I too would like to thank you for the teacher that you are on this website.
I have posted from time to time. I'm not nearly as educated, astute, or articulate as everyone else who post here. I do have a BS in Electrical and Electronics Engineering but suck big time as a writer. Yet, I have felt fully welcomed by you throughout.
The biggest thing I see you demonstrate (and recent posts have been pretty flammable), is your grace in answering rebuttals. It is clear that you continually seek to learn from many of the posters, simply by the tone in which you respond.
You stick your neck out everytime you submit a new post, a new thought. I just wanted to encourage you to keep on keepin' on.
Gary Y.
Everyone should know that Shannon is a (brilliant) thesis student of mine (her project is on the religious correlates of benevolent sexism). In short, she's just being nice to me because I'm editing her manuscript and we have a meeting next week. I see right through you Shannon!
Gary,
You are very kind. I try not to get snarky in my responses. And I fail a lot. Much of the credit has to go to the readers here. Not a lot of flame throwers amongst us (to date, let's keep our fingers crossed). I think the people who read this blog are probably people who are more interested in questions than answers. We want to think. Not to shout. And I try to write that way. Rather than give a firm opinion I want people simply to walk away with "Hmmm. That's interesting. I'll need to think about that."
I know that is frustrating for some readers, that I might seem to be hiding a lot. But, really, who cares what I--Richard Beck--thinks? It's more important to figure out what you think.
Socrates taught me that...I like playing midwife...
If there is one thing the church needs today is "grace", and kindness, instead of the "culture wars".
There seems to be little besides "right behavior" that anyone is interested in.
Character seems to pale in significance to abortion, for instance...Passion can be expressed, but it must be impersonal. Issues that we believe in are fodder for our democratic discussions. And we should always be open to hear what another has to say, as long as they are not dogmatic but want to learn, as well..
I'd echo the others who said that you do your job with grace and kindness, Richard. And that is SO important - and always much appreciated.
That student, and so many of your students, will never forget you.
Your teaching is actually beyond the ACU campus, and into the local high schools. My 16-year-old, enrolled in dual credit English, chose interrogation torture as the topic for his research paper. Your articles were a springboard for his research, and he had to read and present both sides, with a summary of his own view. He got his grade back this week: A-plus, with a 98 on grammar. Thank you for the depth you put into your blog without talking "over" those of us who aren't Ph.D's.
Patricia